Brand new day 06/28/10

Started new job today and my car battery died and i was 5 seconds away from being late.
the weekend...was something... thursday - my last day in Cust care. got boomers from Mateo ate some and worked on music - of Life - had a long night @ squareds Jen had work so she went home early. Friday was a pretty chill day- hung out by myself mostly. did the laying in sun thing relaxing, Dave n L went to beach w/o me - just kept it local Jen slept over fri night and saturday was pretty chill day to- ended up bowing off some mega party - eat more with Jen and watched Moulin Rouge which was pretty awseome- sunday Mall...then stupid fight @ night w PSN... today is my first day in the new dept... Life it feels has taken a turn... i feel a distance from Dave - I hope its something that fades...but i fear [esc]ape is dwindling away...

6/23/10

My birthday is over- Got new license-

Went to work 12-6. Went home cleaned up left for Jens - got Portillio's n boozed with her Pop's then we headed to Squared'ds

then we headed to Jewel to booze it up with blueberry and pineapple vodka - more laters

well im 26...

june 22nd 2010

so im stuck @ work..got up super early to get my nu-license.

oh well thats Life. Worked on some really promising songs last night. I am going Full Time in a different department- woo? No idea what im going to do to celebrate my birthday. Maybe some party @ Bottom Lounge or a Massive Event or nothing at all. Not really having any real celebration 2day i guess. No phone calls or nethng at the stroke of midnight from ne friend but whatever time to grow up. I hope im doing the right thng going full time - oh well. Im sure i have lots more to say im just tired- tihngs are slowing down. Maybe get sum booms via Mateo and renting lights for daves basment..

6/18/10

so im almost 26... fun fun ? I treated PSN to get him to the greek last night- it was funny- My computer takes 7 tries to turn on now... prob have some issue with my logic board again... ugh..i dont know what to do for my bday... rent some lights, rolliepollie @ Square'ds? go downtown? Bar it up? Jen is 21 ther is a few things goin on this wknd and next wknd...but honestly who Really cares about my bday...I do really love the speakers PSN got me. my car is 10000% better now for driving Im lucky :D
Prob going to work alot of music - have to finish Mt Sims and start W & D.

Prob going to do something full time...actually work...have my soul be completely crushed by this pseudo-planet and all its miseries...but yah to having more money... woot?

woot woot 6/11/10

so here sitting @ work things have been slow this week

Oh life so we got the update about Kompute 10 yr anny party @ Smartbar Aug 20th... so ya we're booked @ Smartbar... Woot Woot? we'll prob suck ass cuz our music is sucktastic and no one likes us. We'll just end up embarrassing ourselves soo double woot...i feel like everything we do is pretty much a waste of time and life....what am i doing here?? like in all honesty? who am i and whats my point..self delusion only works for so long...persistence is one thing...but insanity is described as doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results...IM FUCKING SICK OF FUCKING PHONE CALLS... I HATE MY JOB... I REALLY CANT... People are soo amazingly stupid it really hurts..

06/08/10

only a few weeks left of being 25... then its 2 6 ...ugh still work part time... still live at home... still people barely care about anything our music has accomplished...but i have been moving(i hope forwardly)...but its coming to a point of why. If a man can only leave behind his legacy, how is that determined.. actions defined by life cause a man to be considered great...but our fragile little minds have been warped by TV to make us believe that our lives are made out of a greater purpose..but really?? Why? we are meaningless nothings in a vast blanket of nothingness...i feel like this is a defining moment of realizing that, yes life is nothing but our ability of freewill/choice and our ability of creativity and the outcomes of our actions, but also what meaning we put behind them...but all the meaning in the universe means jack shit if not a single person cares...ya its getting harder each day to make myself care due to the past experiences. our music is ours and is everyone elses who chooses to experience it, but it really seems like were drowning in a sea of mediocrity....and without desire @ what point do i just give up. emptiness is a shadow lingering closer with each day and i do what i can to keep it away i cant help the forces keeping us @ bay....

Cultuer Shock WKND 06/04/10-06/7/10

ok So friday was Culture Shock thrown by Adonis- we were booked to play Band Stage on Sat @ 12 AM....things worked out at we played @ 7 am on Saturday...to an open field... the time was something of itself... I did buy a tent ( but it wasnt a tent it didnt have poles) so we ghetto rigg'd it (which was my idea)withy my jumper cables so the tent was like a tepee. It was Squared L Psn n myself. Well I typed alot before but i guess I lost alot....ohkay lets start this again...

Boozed out there in the farm we got to watch the sun rise it was quite magical ( d L and myself) Jen fell asleep around 4am - the party friday was prtty much a bust but we made it a good time-

Satuday was Bonnies 20th bday party @ dan's and I totally love "Jake" the most interesting dog in the world- booze a lil there Jen and i crashd out @ my house..sunday Ugernt care w/ PSN for Uti- things should be better soon kinda chill out day saw Splice @ hollywood blvd blah blah good times

i got a spotted rubber duckie 06/02/10

woooooo its June already?!? Still this Life has been going Fast...SO lets go back- Saturday PSN, DnL & Myself left for D.E.M.F Movement 2010...DJ Hype(Sat), (newly discovered) Ghostland Observatory(Sun) - who put on an extremely excellent performance..Pretty Much EPIC. heard a tiny bit of Plastikman's shibbityshaww..but Ghostland Obsv...Gaawdammmn Perfect. We stayed @ a pretty decent Hotel Greektown Awesome view !! We were on the 20th Fl - Lots of fun with costumes, consuming

, dancing, talking, watching Tosh.O - Lots of fun stuff (= The ride up was not bad we made pretty good timing - sun roof almost didnt close while driving up the Detroit- it finally closed after about 30min of being stuck open- First night was Hype Hype Hype (= Squared wore old man mask I had L's Mannequin 2 sunglasses a blk wig and a hoody that i altered- PSN wore her extensions and they looked really good- L wore some thng she thrw 2gether. Fun times (= Sat night Square'd n I went an afterhours a few blcks away that Alex was hosting- Sunday was EPIC!!! The lights and Lasers for Ghostland Observatory is fucking done Right!!! Jen was wearing her babymask and looked friggn sweet!!