another great halloween weekend!

the fun started off on thursday to come support the Orcale but the performance was missed. But that didnt stop D dave and I from gettin trashed with Marko at the bar and then headin over to Bettys Bluestar, drinking with Zak and Peter Rabbit. First and let me go back and say Madd Love to Marko -even though we missed his set on Thursday, gettin trashed with him dave Dee the Rabbit and Zak, there and then Betty's was RawkN. Ended up Puckn at and gettin dropped off @ my house with out around 4 without my car haha Thanks D. Friday Thrillya 3 was Killer(i cant believe she died) Awesome tunes lots and lots of friends and met sum cool people. Got trashed I was a softwarePirate D was a Pirate with Parrot and Dave had a creepy ass Dead JD costume.... it was really creepy. Went to an afterhours @ josh's drank rollie pollie with squared we played for a while mixin sum new tunes and got to meet up wiht Amanda then bed around 10am and Saturday....GOT AN EMAIL FROM COLETTE SAYING SHE WANTS TO HEAR SOME OF MY TRACKS!!! DJ COLETTE!! BOHHHHUKASHWA....after Dave and Picked up Alex from his Ma's we went to Zentra (called and got VIP 10minutes b4 getting there) stood around with dave and Alex for about 10 min and then dipped to the Kompute loft party for SR-71 (Bday)!! She is really bad ass and can throw down sum Beats!!! So it was Amazing an time. Alex played dave n I worked the kaoss and chilled drank ate (they had an awesome spread) Open bar and Even Mateo and ian outta no where show up... then Crazy Jake...Beans..... the second party and going out on the Roof...Marko n Frozty.. good times... sleep is good sometimes...now is one of those times.

all my friends.

Really are pretty awesome. I am thankful for all that they do for me.

Meeting one of the guys from Justice

Who knew...most of my friends blew me off. I feel as im losing ground. Nick came out and we headin downtown around 8 got some booze and started to drink. We stopped by the studio so he could take an award winning in longest pee and then we dipped. We went to go see Justice @ the metro. the show was Amazing and the sound was intense. We headin down to Smartbar after the show and after dancing our drunk asses off for about an hour we headed to the bar and low and behold one of the guys from Justice. Nick talked to him and i got a pic with the both of them. I lit his Square and shook his hand... it was a really fun night... i still feel missing though. i really miss her. all and all good night, met an idol and then puked when i got home... i was realllly trashed.

10-18-07

trying to find myself

I do not know the direction i am going. i feel lost in a world that is meant f0r someone else. all that i choose seems to be irrelevant to the greater sense of things. Before i felt that i had more then a meaning or a purpose. now nothingness. i find it hard to make music, hard to relax, just hard to keep on moving. what have i become?

moving on.

10-12-07
It has almost been one week since i have been on my own ... I am feeling a feeling i have never felt before. Its a feeling that i guess is lacking a purpose. not just empty but nothing. I have been keeping myself very busy and Bruce and Lindsy have been helpful too. Dave has been really good about everything. Nick surprisingly has not been very helpful. he rather chill w/ his g/f then help out a friend in need. Each day things seem to get darker and more lonely . but it was time to move on.

i did see Felix da Housecat last night. It was really awesome!! and it was free. I felt alone though b/c i really f'n hate being alone....