May 26, 2009 Back from D.E.M.F 2009

- interesting time
- back date 5/22 Friday was a kind of chill day, did a little work on some tunes @ daves and packed for DEMF to leave saturday morning. Jeanette and I slept at my house and left around 1030ish to pick up Dave and L, did a final booz run and took out to Detroit. The ride was good, PSN brought the portable DVD player and we watched something about marry and Zoolander which totally helped and ther was minimal traffic so it was a sweet ride- Got to the hotel, Decent room, big :) but bad air circulation and no vent for the showers- but we did have hot water unlike other hotels- the fest was fun Sat night lots of people (didnt see anyone i kne until sunday, but Jeanette saw a girl she remembered from last year)Had a Shit Ton of fun getting all dressed up for the fest, PSN looked SEXI as hell, L had a fun outfit on and dave and I both were sexxxy with our guyliner and all jazzed up :) -

partied hardy and then went back to the hotel to change

then left to a Richard Devin event that was blah and totally should have gone to Ghostly Intl. 10 Anny event feat. Telefone Tel Aviv. Worked a tune for a few min when we got back to hotel then sleep. 5/24/ 2009
Sunday breakfest was Awesomely needed across the street, went to the fest to lay in the sun for a bit and relax, walked around, and right after saying i havent seen anyone I kno jeanette and I were found Macros and told us

and his hotel with a pool where we partied at after the fest. did sum drinkin in ther room, then went to pool around 1230/ 1am and swam from like 8 min before we got kicked out- moved the party back to our subroom in the hotel then everyone went to an after party and Jean and I chilled in the hotel cuz she wasnt up for partying. I worked on sum tunes while she slept and then D and L came back - they were rollie pollies and were all crak'd out on monday so we headed back home and the drive was blah but we all made it back safe and alive.
Gotta say tho Sunday night was a Blast! getting ready, going to the fest, hang'n with marcos - oh and saw Zim! and buttah - makes Demf Complete.
***totally forgot was suppose to play a show for Zelenka's spot at an after party Sat night for DEMF but blew it off- classic

recap from the weekend

5/20/2009

Friday was usually PSN had the girls night, while squared n I worked on a few tunes - consequently we Are playing an after party on Saturday for DEMF- Alex is ditching it and now esc[ape] has the spot. More then likely we will be playing House Therapy Vol 2. by Alex and some of our tunes too- Back to saturday the 5/16/2009 Went to have a grill day with Kyle cuz hes moving to AZ and engaged trying to start a family etc...and Jen and I were going to grill and chill while Nick was gone, but after going to 2 different grills that didnt work we changed plans and grilled and drank at PSN's. BUT kyle ditched out and it was Jeanette and myself, dave was there and her Dad, Good times :) Then back to my casa where PSN and I

and out of no where Bruce txted that he was in town and all three of us went to Sonotheque b/c of a Kompute party and it was Really FUN!!!! awesome music via Zelenka and Marcos (Rayaline)was being fun making sure we got in being part of Kompute :)
Then tried to go to a house party down the road that Renzo was at but it didnt work and we headed home, all and all a great fun night -
Sunday was chill saw movie with Jeanette and my P's first time in 10+ years.

- thoughts i had the other day -

It became apparent to me that tradition was just "mans" invention. Religion is A. a way to help explain what was not understandable, and B. a power of hope. ( i just feel i should mention that i was brought up Catholic and Do believe in God - though was is taught about the idea of God is what i feel could be incorrect due to the general flaw of man. When it the 3 elements is correct as had been taught with the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit- but the labels are what is wrong. What if it is more along the line of Mind, Body, and Soul, Soul being and energy, the Body is our capsule, and our Mind which is a link to the 3 and also our channel to "God" I was told once by someone that the greatest gift Humans were given was the power of Choice- What if our Minds have a much greater power then we have thought. What if our minds have the ability to do so much more then? If everything consist of energy and our thoughts are energy and enough brain stimulation from enough people can generate the "birth" or creation of an idea to a real tangible or process/series of events to have a completed product of idea. How has "Man" been able to survive over the elements and from his own kind? I believe his thoughts, his brain activity, brain waves, gave birth to solutions that become reality. What if "GOD" is a an energy that is All. but as energy goes there needs to be a perfect balance. If there imbalance then there are side effects. In a sense, good things happen and bad things happen. I feel that if there ever is overload of good things then the balance is off and large happening of something negative is needed. This can be handled by doing something bad on a smaller scale or vise versa. As far as Prayer goes, as i mentioned earlier, heavy concentration- meditation - mantras- anything that consists of thoughtwaves/ high brain activity will have a Reaction/ a creation. Man created words, words describe what we interpret, but does that make those words true?

wooo 5/13/2009

backtracking...Friday Tweaksmellsfunny missed his flight, worked on something @ squareds for a possible music video/ music for a video that his roommate is developing / producing. Then all four of us head out to SmartBar after a reading miss-happ with cover @ sonotheque. first time PSN used her id at a club and it almost got taken away, lucky enough that she had other forms of I.D. and Dave and L where talking loudly saying how shes a complete stoner and forgets alot and then the guy at the door lets us in and its pretty empty but we still had a good time :). Saturday was her nephews / Bro (danny's) birthday where i got to ride a moped which was a kinda fun but the

i took wasnt the best idea cuz i felt really uncomfortable around her fam for a little bit till things went back to normal...saturday night was chill. Sunday finally met up with Justin, did the Dave n Buster thing where we drank played games laughed etc... Good times :) then later justin stopped by around 2am

then drove him to his ma's and did i mention right before he stopped over Jeanette and i had some

more good times :). Monday ugh Rate change 70+ calls on hold all day but speeding ;) i did a great job and even had a cust write me a letter on how awesome i am :)

05/04/09

Recap
Friday was pretty good did the music thing with Squared the keyboard is fixed ( it had an incident with a martini) but after a few days its fully operational. Saturday was lots of shopping at woodfield, exchanged shoes, got PSN some hott slutty wear for DEMF and going out. Also stopped by

and Jeanette loves where he lives by and got some ideas for some photos :) then hung around the crib and picker her back up around 12 and we just stayed in. Sunday we a relaxing chill day walked around lombard craft fair walked home, chilled outside had Amazing seXxX then did sum

and walked around outside some more and now im here stuck at work... oh joy
ohh DEMF in a few weeks!! lets see what excitement that brings :)