wtf

11.5.2012 wtf indeed... how..where do i even begin? still single.. havent been with PSN since June... was with one for a few wks..(lisa) that was a wacky mess... cant believe all that rly happened..prior to that krista was in my life for a wk or two.. as of right now no longer friends or partners with squared- DID recently play with Ethan of Crystal Castles at the Primary gig.. it was an honor to talk about the Robert Smith collaboration.. bumps in the corner the corner on lockdwn with Maris Moon - its good to be friends with the owner- Tho bad thing.. got 3 parking tickets that same nite.. $260 in total.. O btw helpd out Tiffwiff outta nowhere after she when thru sum BS with an EX o n my car got broken into at the MiD same nite as TIFF began.. in the mist of aid'ing her.. got 4 moving violations so prob losing my license this month? im rly getting fkd from every angle... Been semi talking to the Brttny chick - i thnk majorly hawt..but has a bf.. so she'll prob just use me and lose me like all the rest... one day i'll find reason for some kind of self worth.. but for now im crashing down goin in all kinds of debt.. like what do i say.. how can i sum up.. had a few gigs.. both partners let me down on prime moments.. tho giving light to new friendships with Knex,, and as always Mateo and Datum in times of need..Bee a life savor.. Zelenka for booking me tho havnt gotten paid..havent gone fast in a few days.. oh yea. that was major thing.. been fast all this time.. wasted countless numbers of hundreds of dllrs.. probably the reason why i got dumped... of why im alone sitting here by myself.. how far do I go? how far should have gone? Kymatica is good flick hosted on my site http://datanow.info/meditation/ there was a crzy storm affecting the east coast i started a charity for help for them.. i have a few charities up now but most people dont do much.. i am for the movement of selflessness not selfishness.. Be Jesus dont follow jesus...