today

is the last day i can follow old continual patterns. Today is my last. I now need to work on the escape route to the rest of my functional life. I may consider school or become reserved and concentrait on savings for moving out if not moving in general. I knw the next part of my life will be only as i make it and allow it but i feel i am governed by good intentions, a moralistic foundation, and my own human nature. Perfect is just a word but i understand its time for a change to allow myself to ascend to the next level of my existence. No one said life made sense but truth is truth and life is about choosing ones own path for self discovery and it should not be preconceived by anyone else.