ok its been a while

So havent really written here in a while. 7-11-08
Where to start 3rd of July justin came in town when to Dave n Busters so I could see him and jeanette could come out too. Had a semi crappy time and then went to Justins dads house for a few and then home. The 4th was a nightmare for the most part, Jeanette made me feel like complete shit, insulted my friends, and after i ditch them to see her, she ditches me for her friends. Though after time we met up, met up with Bruce and Lindesy and found a really good spot for parking and an awesome view of the fireworks at the taste of lamebard . Im sitting here at a job taking phone calls while others are dicking around or getting paid vaction days. I bust my ass and for what? Are my actions are meaningless? Gettng older is making me realize most of school has not properly perpaired me for what life has to throw at you. So i get to leave here to go home and finsih one project and work on a research paper due monday. I also found out that I did not pass the test to test out of a class b/c my programing director gave me a test that I could not perpare for and wasted $20.00 and Im probably graduating in March now...My mom put sam down the other day which probably will bum her out.