crazy

6-6-08
back so that Going to be 24 soon. shit is getting crazy- school is nuts. 5 classes... May not Grad until March- :( doing a lot of Kompute- Matt Nee came by last night and saw the mini laptop and showd him a remix of the mount sims track. Jeanette is freaking wonderful to me. Understanding Loving Sweet and very Sexi- Dee came back in town but only met up with her once. Got a gig through Dave Zim for my B-day on the 21st. I wonder what friends will make it out. I did get my Kaosswillhelp, and a new mix is almost done. I feel like im moving forward but to what? Confusion is overlaying my sight and my mind is cluttered- What do i do once i graduate? have i learned all that i need? How do i provide for myself and my loved one? Where am I going? I hate answering phone calls- I like who i work with but I cant take much more. Survivalism is the name of the game- I HATE PHONE CALLS.-
i feel like my friends are fading away- other relationships are being built but friends are whatever. Sad lonely but that is life. life just is.