Drinking black coffee

3-6-08
So i dont know when it started maybe sometime toward the mid to end of last year i stopped taking cream and sugar in my coffee. liquid crack to help me function in this environment of phone calls and paperwork. the struggles of the day to day seem so minimal in mist of world wide suffering. I was offered a paying gig @ RA sushi sometime soon, started working on music and mixes again but its nothing to get my hopes up. Things are going well with Jeanette and i really am enjoying each day i get to spend with her. Went to a fun Minimal party last saturday with Jeanette and Dave, it was good, I brought fireworks and gave them to dave to blow things up in the smoking section...haha :) I found out im pretty much getting Straight A's in school this term. Nick got a KP3 and that should be helpful while Alex is in LA. I need to lose weight and get a a decent bod for the summer time. Time is flying by oh so quickly. I got a little over 9000 back after they totalled my Infiniti... and i really miss that car. oh well thus is the way life works out. sitting watching the numbers move foward counting down till my death. I must do what i can to live life to the fullest and not in regret.
I think i should go to LA to hang with Justin.
I do really love Jeanette