thinking of a simple life.

02-04-08 / 02-15-08

Life is just. Freefalling...maybe i should get that tat. Daves Computer wont turn on.... Paid for the studio for the month of Feb...though now we dont have any working comps... freefalling in the mist of my existence....UPDATE- Daves computer has been worked on and Edd came by and helpped switch somethings but still no sound now... Valentines day was yesterday, Spent it Jeanette and made a Damn Good Salmon dinner and Tots. Alex is In CO then LA for gigs, still need to get my Key from Marko. There was a Shooting in NIU yesterday as well and it was in the same class that B is in, but since it was his B-day he didnt go and that saved his life. Sometimes all the pressure crushes a man and then the demons overpower their being. Found out the other day Tw3ak did smack and that is sad. Jeanette got me a hoody that i really like and took the time make me a Card :). I got her Across the Universe and White Roses which is her fav. tho sleep was not so lucky to find me last night but i feel that honest communication was met and a new light was shed on a ongoing issue that i hope is resolved. I feel that thinking is a curise on the human body. Plaguing the conscience with a weight of nonexistent internal struggles. one day it will all make sense. i often say that to others, but what does that mean to my own life? I want to escape from this surreal living and move foward in assention of my spirit