Why im glad i live in chicago

today is the 20th of Dec. I havent blogged in a little bit. Life is crazy. Dave and I have really aided in the (i am legand) track with Alex. we even worked on that @ my house for a few hours. I have been spending alot of time with Jeanette and gettin past sam. Though Sam sent me a myspace after a few weeks of no contact.. I have been trying to forget her and everything that my life consisted of during that time, but there is always something that reminds me of how things were. i know things will never be like that again, and even dave comments how happy i am nowadays. Krista has been reminding me of how things were sooo much different when iwas 17-18 and i am glad i have her to talk to. Colette has been still showing me love and i could be Booked @ Stellar Spark in Milwakee Wisco for News Year..but i doubt ill go. I do not understand how my life works but i continue on this forward motion. I love all those close to me, its sad that Kyle is now a traveling manager and Dee is going to Colorado... but i will stay on my tasks, my current goals for 2008: get in shape, graduate school, get a good paying job and get a release on vinyle.