12-26-07

mind traffic.

thoughts have caused mental accidents and the roads with smoke filled clouds that twist and trun these dark patchs that fill my light.

everyday we face choices that can affect our lives and the lives around us. like tree branches splitting out yet all coming to an end. dreams and memories can haunt ones daily activites. justin dave myself jeanette Shells Jayjo samples ian and a bunch of other were all drinking @ cap's last night then jeanette went back to my house and i thnk we pasted out aound 9am this moring and yea like a totally of 6 maybe but not counting from the night prior what a x-mas present in a sense. I took my labret out the other night, part of growing up. Sam has been txting me and its really annoying i dont know what she wants. my life is now so different, Jeanette and i have found a very speical love for each other and i am glad we have what we have. what has my life come to. I have totally almost given up on moving to LA or taking that bi monthly showcase in FL. i need sleep.