11-15-07

in the studio with Z on tuesday night... he brought a few different wav. files that i have given him and put them into ableton and wow... shit was bang'N!!!!!! going to finish the track tonight i believe. Been chillin with jeanette lately, watchin Nip Tuk and talkn about life. we seem to be very similar. though someone else has been on my mind alot...........wow... heard that T was on H, had a small stroke, but shit is still F'd up...startd to talk to lisa for a few days but realized shes just a dumb bad person. Justin will be back from LA soon, Daves Birthday is coming up, maybe Broken dreams, who knows... i have been stayin sober alot. still think of bang but not too much... i stopped most of those feelings... life is still confusing. I having been moving in a direction, that i can only assume is foward..one day ill be able to help all that need it, ya give what u get...i have been shown alot of love from many others, i need to share this love with all that i meet. Thanksgiving is coming up in Dekalb...we will see how that goes.

until then,